The Ones Who Should Have Stood, Fell Away

THE DIVIDING LINE OF DEPTH AND LOYALTY

There comes a moment in life when you realize that not every relationship is meant to continue in the way you once carried it, and that realization does not come without cost, it comes through crushing, through silence, through watching people you once poured into walk a different path without explanation, without closure, without even a goodbye, and the grief of that can be so deep that it changes you, it reshapes you, it forces you to confront what you truly believe about love, loyalty, and identity, because many of you have been taught that love means you chase, that love means you beg, that love means you keep reaching even when there is nothing reaching back, but that is not love, that is bondage, and there is a holy place where you can stand and say I love you, I will always love you, but I will not pursue what has chosen to walk away from me, I will not abandon myself to prove loyalty to someone who could not stand in it with me

And some of you need to understand that stepping back is not bitterness, it is wisdom, it is not hatred, it is discernment, because when people align themselves with voices that tear you down, when they surround themselves with environments that dishonor you, when they choose distance instead of truth, you are not required to walk into those spaces just to prove that you are strong enough to endure them, strength is not always found in standing in the room, sometimes strength is found in knowing you no longer have to enter it at all, and there is freedom in that, there is peace in that

Because when you have been crushed and refined, when everything that could be shaken has been shaken, what remains is not desperation, what remains is identity, and you begin to understand that your worth is not tied to who stayed or who left, it is anchored in who you are and who you belong to, and the ones who are meant to walk with you will walk with you in truth, not in convenience, not in surface level connection, but in depth, in loyalty, in presence, and you will not have to chase them, you will not have to convince them, they will simply be there

And for those who are no longer there, you release them without hatred, you release them without cursing their name, but you also do not chase them down the road they chose, you stand, you build, you continue, you love without losing yourself, and you trust that if anything is meant to be restored, it will not come through striving, it will come through alignment, and until then you walk forward with your head held high, not because you have something to prove, but because you finally understand that you do not have to prove anything at all

And there are some people in this life that carry a depth that is so deep, still waters run the deepest, and there are others who remain at the surface, drawn to surface level connections with surface level people, and that becomes the dividing line in this life, not status, not appearance, not words, but depth, and the kingdom of heaven is not silent, the kingdom of heaven sees all things, nothing is hidden, nothing is overlooked, and loyalty before the throne of God is everything

And I want you to understand something about crushing because many of you have heard me speak about it but not everyone knows what that looked like in my life, in 2021 I had COVID and I stopped breathing for over seven minutes and I was taken to heaven, and then in 2022 I suffered a massive heart attack and I was not breathing for over nine minutes and I was taken to New Jerusalem which is what the earth calls heaven, and I saw a multitude of witnesses standing there for me and my grandmother stood out and my first husband stood out, and Yeshua Hamashiach walked up to me and that is where I received my assignment, that is where Salvation Revolution Ministries was birthed, that is where the scrolls, the books, the words that I have released came from, and it was miraculous

And then a year after that I suffered a traumatic brain injury to my right frontal lobe and at that same time I had cancer removed and my appendix removed and in the years before I had already lost my gallbladder and had suffered multiple mini strokes, and I tell you this because crushing produces something, it produces oil, it produces clarity, it produces separation, and not everybody that you thought would stay is going to stay, some people are like roots to a tree and they are there for the long run, they are anchored, they are immovable, and then there are others who are like leaves and they fall and they blow with the wind

And sometimes people cannot go where God is taking you, sometimes they cannot stand where they should have stood, sometimes the very ones you thought would stand are the ones that fall away, and you have to understand that this is not always rejection, sometimes this is divine separation, sometimes this is alignment, sometimes this is God removing what cannot carry the weight of where you are going, and if you try to drag what was never meant to go with you into the next place, you will delay what God is trying to do in your life, so you release, you stand, you continue, and you do not look back with bitterness, you look forward with clarity, because what is rooted will remain and what is not will fall away

Heaven’s 12th General

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